Before we start with the smiles and the eye contacts, know that i have a special thing for pastel colors and i am an unhealthy fussy eater. Know that i talked about things as if they have feelings and know that words are my favorite escape.
Before we start with the flirting and the talks, know that i laughed so, so easily and i smile a lot. Know that my Heart is my best friend and the journal, is my grave.
Before we start with the dates and the days, know that i am very opinionated but respectful of yours. Know that i get sad so, so easily and i can be the most negative person you’ll ever meet.
Before we start with the promises and the yearnings, know that yellow butterflies can always make me smile and soft cuddly teddy bears brings me so much comfort. Know that i am the girl who pray everyday to meet her future husband and her future babies and that i fall so intensely, so uncontrollably.
Before we start with the fights and the tears, know that i love bikes with baskets at the front and i hate melted ice cream among many other food things. Know that Love stories brings me undeniable, indescribable sadness and that i am capable of betraying my own self, to be sure that yours is okay.
Before we start with the realizations and the known, know that i hate being given real, living flowers and i am a heavy procrastinator. Know that i am a heavy over thinker and i am ready to drown in our sorrows, if it meant you’re free of yours.
So… Before we start with the smiles and the days, know that i can be the coldest winter you’ll ever meet and when it’s done, means it’s done. Know that i have my limits and that the sun will die too one day.